I D E N T I T Y

I'm just looking for a place to empty my thoughts and this is my outlet when there is too much clutter in my head. 

I'm a princess. I am loved. I have worth. I am too precious to my heavenly father.

T H E C H O I C E

Often times Daddy can become very concerned about us. His love and beautiful jealously is amazing. It often makes me want to cry and just fall in LOVE with Him all over again. 

Recently, I have been put in a situation where Daddy had me make a C H O I C E.

I never realized how deep it was, but I knew it was Him calling me. What was the C H O I C E you may be wondering?

I've been on a journey to find True Love in Him. I believed in my heart that once I knew how He

Loved than I would be capable of sharing that same love and more with my future husband, kids, family, and even people I don't even know. 

Some of you may have never had the chance to experience true genuine love.

You might have never found it at home...

Maybe you thought once you had sex with him he would love you more...

You probably looked for love in material things, a status in society, or even in an individual

BUT

Never was able to find that love that you were looking for...

I once was that girl who looked for love so much that I ended up selling my identity to take on what I wasn't.

I looked for love in people, things, and popularity.

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At the end of the day I was just a messed up girl, looking for a way to be whole again.

Here's a simple equation: A + B = C

Your Heart + A Void = God's way of making you whole

In case you didn't know, Daddy is the only one who can feel that void.

Often times relationships (boyfriends/girlfriends), drugs, SEX and many more fake void fillers

try so HARD to fight Him. Once they give us the slightest hint that they're unable to make us 

feel whole, we take it upon ourselves to fill that void with something else.

Our Father, My Daddy, and Your Daddy too has a message for you:
He's calling and tugging at your heart right now saying, my darling daughter I want you. I want to give you true happiness, I want to give you that unspeakable joy that you desire. You may not feel deserving of my love but I want you to know that I didn't just send my son (Jesus) to get up and die on the cross for no reason(John 3:16). I sent Him to die so that you could have happiness and experience true love through my sacrifice. 

Luke 14:36 says, "Abba, Father', he cried out, 'everything is possible for you. Please take this cup of suffering away from me. Yet I want your will to be done, not mine."

Jesus being human was scared and knew that His heavenly Father could rescue Him out of that situation. Instead He buckled down, swallowed that hard pill and said Daddy have your way so that my sister can be reconciled with you.

Prayer of Salvation:

If you've never given your life to Christ or probably have given your life to Christ, but have not been living the lifestyle He has called you to live share the prayer with me below:

Dear Daddy,

     I acknowledge that you are my one true Father, and I believe that you will never leave nor abandon me. I declare that you are Lord and I thank you for dying on the cross for me along with my sins. I believe in my heart that you were raised from the dead. I accept you now as my Lord and my savior. Come into my life and take absolute control. I love you so much!

*Do you know that such a simple prayer causes everyone in Heaven to rejoice, just because you said that simple prayer. (Luke 15:7)*

A message from Stephanie Nonye: 

You are very beautiful and treasured highly by our Daddy in Heaven. If no one knows how much you are worth just know that God knows. He knew that the only way to rebuild the distance that was between you and Him, was through His Sons blood being shed on the cross. You do have a purpose on this earth, you are loved, and God wants to have a relationship with you. Start reading your bible and seek more of Him daily. I love you

<3Stephanie Nonye<3

Poem of Faith

Faith met a guy whose named Hope. Faith never thought she could love again after Lustful pleasures sowed a seed, which grew and became sexual immorality. Sexual Immorality grew up and became Impurity, Impurity joined hands with Idolatry and together formed Jealousy. Faith knew something wrong was going on within her but didn't realize it until she noticed how she would have random outbursts whenever her bestfriend Love would try to help her. Faith did not know which road to take when she got to a two street. She either had the narrow, small, and tight road, or the broad, large, and easy road to take. The broad street looked so enticing with money, pleasure, and _____. While the small narrow road looked promising but boring. She trusted in her instincts and took the broad large and destructive path. This road had nothing on it but the path that led to destruction. On this journey down the broad street she met two destiny destroyers named Envy and Selfish Ambition, these were the girls who led her towards destruction which awaited her at the end of the road. 

Faith's purity was stripped away from her when she met one of Lucifer's sons, who sowed seeds of discord in her life. She became addicted to the fast life which came with temporary money, temporary power, temporary happiness, and temporary love. She was nothing but a passenger in the back seat being forced to go along for a temporary joy ride.

One day while Faith was at home trying to figure out what she would wear to club [Insert a name that goes**Inquire of the Holy Spirit], she randomly received a text message from John 14:6. John was one of her close friends from high school that she had not heard from in a while. Faith was shocked to have received a text from John 14:6 being that it had been so many years since they last seen one another. John always had this glow around him, that was so attractive, but yet was everything that Faith did not want in a guy back then. She was all about dating the bad boys who appeared so tough on the outside to everyone. John 14:6 did not hesitate in wasting time to ask Faith out to lunch the next day. Faith enjoyed going out anywhere especially if it was a guy, though John was not her type of guy she saw no harm in accepting the offer. So they set the date to meet at Chapter FourTeen Verse Six, one of the hottest restaurants in town. 

Faith walked into Chapter 4Teen Verse Six, and there standing before her was John. John was not the same John she had known when she was in high school. He was now mature with a beautiful glow of truth emitting out of his eyes, which left Faith with butterflies swarming within her tummy. A desire to know more about this guy name John grew within her. As they sat down at the table, John waved his finger in the air signaling for a waiter. Within 30secs a waiter who approached our table. He introduced himself as Ephesians 6:14-17, he reminded me of John but had a more different appearance along with a strong beautiful presence. Bundled up with so many questions, Faith proceeded in asking John about this glow that was surronding him, and why he had decided to take her out to such a nice restaurant as this.

John was moved by the question that Faith had and began to answer her questions one by one. John told Faith about how he would see Faith everyday in high school, and desire to talk to her, but was not sure of what to say or how to say it. He told her that he had seen her as a beautiful pearl that was too pure to be handled by just anyone. He saw her worth but did not have the boldness to approach her at the moment. Once we graduated and went our separate ways to different colleges, I met 

#Journey

You remember that feeling you got when you met the one who you thought could be the one? The butterflies, the fantasies, the endless smiles, late night texts, and even the good morning messages. He had to be the one! That's exactly how I felt with my the many dudes proposed to be the ONE.